what a weird feeling i have inside me? just like a phobia. It was like this, today i went to hospital to visit my uncle with my mummy. so when i was on my way to the ward, i saw my ex-english teacher in the hospital too. what a coincidence, i know! I saw her smiling to me, i dunno why i was afraid about? so she did say hello to me, and asked me why i am at the hospital. i just can't seems to be myself and i speak like an idiot. I was tongue-tied.
hahaha, maybe because she is my english teacher and i am always afraid of her calling my name to ans a question or etc. I have let her see how bad my remarks is and the disappointment i made for the english tests everytime . so i guess i am so embarass enough not to face her. why am i always let her see the ugly side of me. omg! just like phobia. hahahh i know i am kinda weird. but this is how i feel man.
I cant be like this, i guess i have to take the initative to communicate well with her the next time i see her. well.. after visiting my uncle, i feel kinda sad for my aunty. life was like this. cruel!
