TODAY!
stayed at home all day, went to east point to have dinner at niwasushi with parents.
I feel like an idiot now, i think i can't be at home. Everytime i ask myself why my mummy can't be like my dad? Is faces that important to you mum? my mum keep on comparing me with my cousins and even her mother side. I seriously hate it! sometimes, after saying it to me, i definitely would feel sad about it. But i dont know whats wrong her? her mind suddenly change very fast when other things came to her mind, she would talk nicely to me. T.T DOTS! like a two faces. I need second chances, to prove myself, my own capability.
I feel like an idiot now, i think i can't be at home. Everytime i ask myself why my mummy can't be like my dad? Is faces that important to you mum? my mum keep on comparing me with my cousins and even her mother side. I seriously hate it! sometimes, after saying it to me, i definitely would feel sad about it. But i dont know whats wrong her? her mind suddenly change very fast when other things came to her mind, she would talk nicely to me. T.T DOTS! like a two faces. I need second chances, to prove myself, my own capability.
18 feb 2009- 初四
初四 is my house visiting day :) i had ask some of my friends to come over to my house, but not all came. But sad to say, my mum was not around yesterday. she went to chalet, but she did leave some ang bao for my friends.eventually, we played mahjong again! ohmygod, i think we got addicted aleady. kaylee, kim,mavis,stan and me! went to my house for 3 hours, and they left at 5.30 because some of them going to catch a movie. I am not joining them because i have to stay at home and accomapny my dad: )
17 Feb 2009 - 初三
met liwei, liwei's friends, and friend's friend @ bedok interchange to do visting to mdm see 's house. liwei was late! we boarded the bus 197, if i am not wrong. It took about 15 mins to reach the destination, we greated her with the oranges, and first thing she say it to me " Huimin 越来越飘亮了哦" i was 哦! where got turn pretty? maybe i put eyeliner that made her think so. I wore my mum's blue's top and a low quality pants! i dun have much choices to choose from my closet already ;( everytime i would envy those people whoeat and doesen't get fat! why am i not one of them, hmph! okay! but whatever, I played 6 rounds of blackjack and i lose in one straight row.I was so so so so unlucky ;( after playing, it was time to say goodbye to mdm's see as we have our next visit. took cab with kaylee, and went straight to starbuck siglap. they were all late, and starbuck dose not have a place for us to sit comfy.we decided to go kim's house instead, and her relatives were all in her house o.0 but never mind, we went striaght to kim's room after greeting her parents :) and yes! after some time, mavis, stan, and Aj came. we played blackjack! and I am the banker, i did win quite
alot ;D we ate kim's mum cooking for dinner. it was FAB! i miss the potato after all. after for some time, we decided to go kaylee's house to play mahjong! but her parents were not in, but nvm. mahjonging to past time! but aijing didnt join us. but nevermind!
share a cab with them and reached home at 11.30pm + ;D what a day.
